Actually dulu aku dapat jaa tawaran upsi. Tpi aku tak lulus ujian depa. Then Im very disappointed. Tak puas hati. Why aku tak lulus ujian medsi tu padahal senang ja pon sume soalan aku dpt jawab. Then mulalah rsa tak puas hati dlm diri. Lpastu muhasabah blik. Allah knows best emira. Yala aku pon minat jaa mengajar org ni tpi satu jaa kelemahan yg aku nmpak dlm diri aku. Selalu sgt tak sabar.cepat emo cepat marah klau ajar then org tak faham. Aku cukup tak sabar itu.patutla Allah tk letakkan aku dlm bidang perguruan tu. Aku marah sbb aku expect they know. They know everything they can catch up what am I trying to delivered that knowledge but they couldnt understand pon. Kiciwa. Then aku down. Sbb tu la kot aku tak boleh jadi cikgu. Sesungguhnya Allah lebih mngerti dari kamu. Ade dlm satu surah al baqarah ayat brapa tah dy cakap but perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you  and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah knows while you not know.